Diann Shaddox Foundation for Essential Tremor
Diann Shaddox is Founder of Diann Shaddox Foundation for Essential Tremor. She is an author of ‘A Faded Cottage’ a South Carolina love story about an artist who develops Essential Tremor and she has ET.
I was in my early twenties when life changed for me. My hands began to shake when I’d do tedious work. No one, not even doctors, could figure out what was happening to me and they, the doctors, believed I was nervous and just needed to calm down.
One day when I was standing at the post office window in Louisville, Kentucky changed my world. You see, a simple form containing my name and address I wasn't able to fill out. I could hear the whispers and comments from people standing in line behind me The confused look of the post office worker's face told the entire story. I had been taught not to show my feelings in public, but tears flowed down my face as I raced, clutching my package in my arms, out of the building. That one day, I had to find my answers and I went out on my own to figure out what was happening to me. Without my GP or insurance permission I found a Neurologist and made an appointment. That day in the doctor’s office I finally made the discovery that I had Essential Tremors.
I was relieved to know what I had, but didn't really understand what Essential Tremor was. I thought I was the only person with this problem and didn't bring it up with my friends and family unless someone asked.
Not letting anything deter me, I continued life with the determination that I’d learned from my grandmother. I was unrelenting to do tedious work like counted cross-stitch on linen and playing the piano, even with trembling hands. It was as if my mind would relax letting my hands work without thinking. I learned to hide my hands out in public, to grip my drinking glass with both hands, and how to use my body for cover as much as possible.
Things seemed to be working for many years, but on my birthday, December 18th, 2010 my hands were shaking uncontrollably. 2010 had been a year when many people began to question and stared at me wondering why I was nervous or maybe thinking that I was weird. Being out in public was difficult, the stares were tough, and once more, the simple feat of filling out forms was devastating. Even being in a doctor's office was difficult as nurses questioned why I was so nervous and shaking so much, giving me stares.
That night of December 18th I sat in my office, anger grew watching my hands quiver as they hovered over the keyboard, and for once in my life I felt sorry for myself. The question of why, a question without an answer, played in my mind. Being a writer the words began to flow and Quaid Witherspoon, a famous artist, was born. A man who had everything or so he thought, but now his hands had deserted him and his life of painting had ceased, becoming a bitter man. The story of Quaid Witherspoon, the novel 'A Faded Cottage', became an incredible love story, one about strength of mind to fight fate and never accept what life throws at you.
I found out that I wasn’t alone and millions of people worldwide had Essential Tremor. I began to do book signing and would ask if anyone knew what Essential Tremor was. Again I was shocked that no one knew what ET was even though it is the largest movement disorder 10 times larger than Parkinson’s. It seemed that 99% of the time the answer was no. Many police departments even answered the same.
However, the first of May, my life was jerked to a stop. My healthy young son, who was backing me on my journey, went to the hospital with a headache. We learned he had an aggressive stage 4 cancerous tumor the size of a lemon in his brain. He elected to have surgery, never woke, and died on May 20, 2014.
My life now had changed or maybe seemed to have ended. In June 2014, I sat back and reflected about my journey that had all started with one little book “A Faded Cottage.” How that one night on my birthday writing that book had sent me on a wild journey and I didn’t know if I wanted to continue. I had set out just to write my stories, but my life had turned into a whirlwind and now I had to make a decision.
I don’t give up easy and knew my son would be disappointed if I didn’t continue with the Diann Shaddox Foundation for Essential Tremor. On August 29, 2014 the IRS approved Diann Shaddox Foundation for Essential Tremor.
What is Essential Tremor? (ET) is a progressive neurological condition that causes a rhythmic trembling of the hands, head, voice, legs, or trunk. Over 10 million Americans have Essential Tremor, including children, and millions more people worldwide. That’s about 5% of all people in the United States. For comparison sake, 7.8% of the population have some type of diabetes.
Through this process of bringing A Faded Cottage to life I have learned a lot. Finding the ET Facebook groups, talking and listening to everyone’s stories so similar to mine has brought calmness to my life. We have to tell others about ET, so people aren’t sitting alone wondering why this is happening to them.
Even though the stares will forever be, I won’t give up. Now, I’m even more determined the word will spread about Essential Tremor and I’m going to help make it happen. For each book sold of “A Faded Cottage,” proceeds from the sale will go to Diann Shaddox Foundation for Essential Tremor to bring awareness and help find a cure. www.diannshaddoxfoundation.org
Please help me in my journey and join Diann Shaddox Foundation for Essential Tremor and donate to help us raise funds to find a cure for ET. www.diannshaddoxfoundation.org.
No you won’t die from Essential Tremor, you will die with it.
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